السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ
Sometimes life gets so crowded and overwhelming that all you want is to pause, to breathe, to step away, to just… Disappear for a little while. This isn’t a goodbye or a dramatic escape.. It’s just an honest moment of exhaustion, a small confession about how heavy things can feel.
I feel like disappearing for a while.
Lately, everything feels so overwhelming. I just want to pause, do nothing for a bit, just for a moment.
But I can’t. There’s still so much to do, so many things waiting to be finished.
I’m exhausted, both physically and mentally.
Sometimes I wish I could share this exhaustion with someone, but I honestly don’t even know who to talk to.
Ironically, I often end up turning to ChatGPT for second opinions or quick answers, haha.
It sounds kind of pathetic, doesn’t it?
But at times like this, I just need another perspective right away, and right now, it’s the only “person” who can give it.
The truth is, I don’t want to keep bothering the person I actually need help from.
I know they’re busy and have their own things to focus on.
But there are some things only they can provide, documents, personal data, things I simply can’t get anywhere else.
So even though I feel bad for always messaging them when they might need time to study or rest, I don’t really have another option.
I just hope they understand.
I also hope that in the next few days I can take a break from all of this.
My own work is starting to fall behind because of it, but then again
If I don’t handle it, who else will?
Oh well…
I just needed to get this off my chest. Please don’t take it too seriously.
I’m just tired. I just want to rest. Maybe even disappear for a while.
And maybe that’s okay, to feel tired, to pause, to admit that things are heavy. Because even in the middle of exhaustion, there’s always a small space for hope, for healing, for starting again. This isn’t the end of my story.. It’s just a quiet moment in between. I believe I’ll find my rhythm again, and when I do, I’ll return with a lighter heart and a clearer mind.
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